we're all gonna die

So i've wanted to blog for such a long time. there are literally a zillion (more like a few dozen) times that i've wanted to blog. But i stopped because people scare me. the internet scares me. and i have found out that on 3 seperate occasions my blog has been read by random adults who really have no reason to be reading my blogs.... thus i stopped. its not like having a peer randomly stumble across your blog, this is just creepy.... but anyhow, i am now officially Wayne. party time! and if you dot know who i'm referring to then go shun yourself in a corner. (don't do that, i'm sorry)

Also, i didnt want to blog until i situated my life somewhat, because who wants to read horribly depressing blogs everyday about how much you hate your life, and your new school and people and frustration and hatred and temporary hopelessness. ...... NOT ME. we all have bad days but i don't really want to remember how horrible the 1st 2 months were, therefore they went undocumented....

If the milk is sour... don't drink it.

JACK JOHNSON I LOVE YOU. i bought his new CD today and this is honestly my first time listening to it. (yea, shame on me) BUT!!! i absolutely love it! it's so fresh and stress relieving, and i almost love him as much as i love jason.

Why I failed today: i'm at starbucks getting a refill for my aunt during my break at work. She has this special card that makes the refill free (some sort of reason that i dont understand why)... so anyways im in starbucks in this horribly bright light blue pair of scrubs that is grossly unflattering. no make up on. messy bun/ponytail thing. the epitome of what a bad hair day/day in general looks like. and the card wasnt workng for whatever reason,which is always awkward. so i pay with money and i turn around and i see this guy that is so pretty its inexplicable. Blond curly hair, not to tall, blue eyes, dressed rather nicely and we kind of look at each other for a second to long, causing me to freak out grab my coffee and bolt out of there. (yea, i'm great under pressure)

moral of the story is... It's so weird how people wordlessly communicate. we all judge eachother but isn't it strange how you can tell. Like when you feel lke your being watched in class so you look up and immediately someone looks away. Has that ever happened to you? we're all embarrassed of ourselves or others at one point in time... and its just so weird how you can look at someone and essentially be able to tell exactly what they're thinking.

I bought gold toms today. I also realized i may have a slight addiction to shoes, because i also bought a pair of boots. if I could've, i would've bought 3 other pairs of shoes. but i didn't... so hows that for self control? :) but at least im paying for it with my own money.

I absolutely love! this picture. really you should look at it. It kind of ties in with the whole looking at people thing. It also explains the title.

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